My records have been sent to Pittsburgh, PA and to Cleveland, OH and so far nothing yet but I really don't think they will contact me for another week at least. If there is anything I have learned in the last eight years is patience. Though, it seems like no matter how much I wait I still get frustrated when I wait all that time to get an answer that is not what I wanted. I heard a good point in a Brad Paisley song that said "make no mistake, every prayer you make gets answered even though sometimes the answer is no." I know that but always get angry with God. I always want to tell him how this detour for the last eight years do not fit into my plan I had for my life, then I hear a voice that says "this life is not for YOUR plan but to fulfill mine" and besides, the short time spent here on earth is nothing to an eternity with what he has promised. The bible tells us that our ways are not His ways and even though it sure don't seem like it, it all happens at the perfect time.
So for now I will wait to hear something. I continue to go to Pulmonary rehab before work on Tuesdays and Thursdays and in conjunction with those ten hour shifts I am gone from 10AM to about 12:30AM that night. Those are some tiring days. I know that the pulmonary rehab is helping with my energy because I have noticed an increase in my overall energy. It is really hard to NOT expect to do the things I used to do and who knows, one day I may be much closer to that.
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